My fuel injected dreams are bursting at the seams

Don't expect me back, I really only needed to do a project :P

I'm back, at least for a little while.
So much has happened but I'll only give the important things.
I broke up with Kevin in mid January, Melissa broke up with Erik about a week or two later.
Erik was a mess...it was horrible...
I talked him out of suicide so many times...he ended up relapsing...he went to ECMC for a day...it was so bad...
She completely screwed him over and I hate her for it.
But something good did come out of it.
Erik and I are together.
We have been for almost 3 months now.
The 23rd will be our 3 month c:
And he's taking me to junior prom this Saturday.
I'm so excited c:

A story that will torture your thoughts by day and poison your dreams by night.
And though I will do my best, there are no words that can be written nor brush strokes laid on canvas that can describe the stark and utter horror of the night that Annabel died.
The emptiness will haunt you.
 
Curse of the Virgin Canvas - Alesana
 
I just love being told that Kevin doesn't love me...
The guy was kidding but it really got to me...
He told me "He doesn't love you. He loves your body."
Can I please die?
Please?
Because Melissa is starting again too.
I don't want to get into details...

Quote from the music video for Snuff by Slipknot

Need it for Tumblr :P

Me c:
Well...for now.
The laptop is fixed, but idk if I'm gonna stay on here.
I HAVE SUCH AMAZING NEWS.
I have a boyfriend.
His name is Kevin.
And he's amazing <3
We've been dating for just over a week but it honestly feels like so much longer.
He tells me the cutest stuff.
Like how he was originally gonna ask me out.
"I was gunna suggest another band for you...the ramones, and they have a song called "I wanna be your boyfriend" and I was gunna send you the link to that song on face book and hope you got the message"
He had a religion retreat one day so we really didn't get to talk so he sent me this once we actually could:
"But I'm happy anyway cuz I'm talking to you now...like i've wanted to do all day"
Some girl was saying I'm only dating him to make Erik jealous...so I told him about it. And he told me "to get through this situation imma keep these song lyrics in my head "Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way" from the one Plain white tees song :)"
Then he told me this "ill be up till midnight talking to you on facebook, then i would spend the rest of the night thinking of you, and i cant sleep cuz im so happy"
He's also told me that I'm more than good enough and I make him really happy. c:
I can honestly say I've never been happier.

But everyone's gonna hear me now~
 
If I Leave - A Day To Remember
 
Not sure what I'm feeling anymore.

For English.
We had to make our interpretation of Mab, the midwife of the fairies in Romeo and Juliet.

It's always the same~
 
Save Your Heart - Mayday Parade
 
Welp...Erik and I...it's not gonna happen.
 
He said I've become more like a sister to him.
That I understand all the shit he's gone through, that I've been so much nicer to him than girls in the past have been, he's confided so much in me, etc.
He told me yesterday but Melissa told me Tuesday.
 
Erik: hey.... i heard Melissa told u...
 
Me: yeah..part of me kinda figured anyways..
 
Erik: im sry... i wanted 2 tell u... n i actually was either 2day or 2morrow... but i dnt want this 2 change anything, i still want 2 be ur friend, n i still care, ur more of a sister 2 me is all...
 
Me: yeah, she told me pretty much exactly what you said. and it doesn't change anything, don't worry
how long have you had this figured out? just wondering.
 
Erik: not long honestly... maybe like 2 weeks.... i just didnt find a way 2 tell u...
 

So yeah...
And now he's pissed at me...
Well...I don't know if it's at me but he's pissed because of me...
Eliza called him a dickhead and Rebecca wanted to punch him and of course I had to be the one to tell him.
I'm so...idek right now...